stupidity

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I'm impossibly stupid and reckless
so much so, I think I deserved to be shot for it
why do I always put such important things at risk?
why do I seem to always have such total disregard for it?
only to panic and regret when the problem hits?

is everyone like that?
or should I say, is anyone like that too?

this mess is hard to clear
in fact, one of the hardest to clear in ages
and if I can't clear it, then I'm gonna have to say bye to the certs
wtf am I doing, you ask?
I'm pretty clueless too

so much for a good start
all things bad come in pairs
not the good ones, really

fcuk

where is the hold I need on my life?