nailed / convinced?
the night so nailed it
if it was out to make me realize what might be coming then it really nailed it
the whole nonchalance is but an attempt at convincing
convincing myself
Hooray for the breakthrough Geor!
you did well tonight!
out of the hiding, facing the music
why do I feel like I'm not making sense today?
-.-
anyway, everyone has this mould/shape they fit into
this form of personality that's rightfully theirs
and at times when we realize even we don't understand ourselves,
its always nice to be able to find some light from others
or at times when you realize there are people around,
who can help put your messed up thoughts into words and still make sense
you feel grateful
then I look at myself,
can't help but wonder if I'll ever get an opportunity like that
what kind of a person am I exactly?
I mean I know I always have a lot of things to hide
but I can't even give myself that standard side I'm setting foot on
and if I were to write an essay on 'Me',
I'd probably contradict or debate myself while writing cuz I need convincing even on these
is there anyone out there that has equally much to hide?
whom, garnishes their emotions or truth in a whole form of wordplay?
and actually battle their own thoughts to sleep?
not even knowing why?
will there be anyone who can, not only dismantle my every move,
but also be able to explain on-the-dot for my every single decision?
whoa, that's gonna take decades to find-.-
I guess everyone just feels this piece of attachment or relief,
whenever they find something they can relate to almost immediately
just like tracks isn't it?
we simply favor tracks that we can relate to,
tracks that are close enough to signify a part of your life
that you can't help but nod your head to when the words start playing
it always feels nice to have something/something able to explain yourself,
rather than having to do the dirty job yourself
and when its others saying it, it always turn out more accurate
when we are the ones doing it ourselves, it always falls 20% short of accurate
as though something's still lacking
imperfections or things like that?
hmmm
just a thought, suddenly
I guess I crave for someone/something to speak my mind like that too?
say things that I perhaps already know, but could never quite mouth or admit
cuz when I'm the one saying it, they fall 30% short?
well, just never quite how they're supposed to be la
哽在喉咙
if it was out to make me realize what might be coming then it really nailed it
the whole nonchalance is but an attempt at convincing
convincing myself
Hooray for the breakthrough Geor!
you did well tonight!
out of the hiding, facing the music
why do I feel like I'm not making sense today?
-.-
anyway, everyone has this mould/shape they fit into
this form of personality that's rightfully theirs
and at times when we realize even we don't understand ourselves,
its always nice to be able to find some light from others
or at times when you realize there are people around,
who can help put your messed up thoughts into words and still make sense
you feel grateful
then I look at myself,
can't help but wonder if I'll ever get an opportunity like that
what kind of a person am I exactly?
I mean I know I always have a lot of things to hide
but I can't even give myself that standard side I'm setting foot on
and if I were to write an essay on 'Me',
I'd probably contradict or debate myself while writing cuz I need convincing even on these
is there anyone out there that has equally much to hide?
whom, garnishes their emotions or truth in a whole form of wordplay?
and actually battle their own thoughts to sleep?
not even knowing why?
will there be anyone who can, not only dismantle my every move,
but also be able to explain on-the-dot for my every single decision?
whoa, that's gonna take decades to find-.-
I guess everyone just feels this piece of attachment or relief,
whenever they find something they can relate to almost immediately
just like tracks isn't it?
we simply favor tracks that we can relate to,
tracks that are close enough to signify a part of your life
that you can't help but nod your head to when the words start playing
it always feels nice to have something/something able to explain yourself,
rather than having to do the dirty job yourself
and when its others saying it, it always turn out more accurate
when we are the ones doing it ourselves, it always falls 20% short of accurate
as though something's still lacking
imperfections or things like that?
hmmm
just a thought, suddenly
I guess I crave for someone/something to speak my mind like that too?
say things that I perhaps already know, but could never quite mouth or admit
cuz when I'm the one saying it, they fall 30% short?
well, just never quite how they're supposed to be la
哽在喉咙