honestly..

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and so I learnt a lesson on 'self-denial' today
a lesson on discovering self-denial to be exact

talks and dinners with SOMEONE always end up bad tsktsktsk

hahaha

and so the darker side has reigned tonight
while the other just ran away and hide
perhaps she was right, I might have just been trying too hard
and trying too hard has its consequences
but reality's pressing in so tightly of late, its not sparing any space to breathe!
the intensity of things, with time slipping away like sand in my hands
its not helpful when you're someone who feels extremes of each every time

I should just fasterly put a stop to tonight and embrace tmr with big fat arms
hopefully, they'll bring me a better state of mind

GO! GO! GO!

Think I’m goin home
I think I’m gettin lost for a while
Tired of getting stoned
And thinkin ‘bout you in the night

So I’ll file away all my dreams
Though I still believe in everything

I wished your love away
I wished your love away

Honestly over you
Honestly over you
One lie short of true
Honestly over you

Lookin for some hope
Polished off the whiskey tonight
You turned a man to stone
For lookin at you straight in the eyes

So I’ll drive away with all my things
Though I’ve a faint belief in everything

I wished your love away
I wished your love away

Honestly over you
Honestly over you
And I’ll tell the world
Honestly over you

I wished your love away..

Cary Brothers - Honestly

and i still dream alot lately,
just that i wake up more often too