reality isn't so great... when its all you have left.
i cant remember what i did today.
i dont think i did anything at all.
i hurt though.
i guess i remember watching television.
i dont really have any energy to really post anything. i just wrote an unusually long email, and it took a lot of energy.
i guess what i'm feeling can be summed up in the subject line. so there isn't any need for me to say anymore...
except. oh. my. god. i just smushed the ickiest bug... ever. its still alive. i think i should put it out of its misery... normally i dont kill them, but it was really close to me, and it was really big, and really ugly. poor thing.