Jul 27, 2006 23:21
I am so fucking pissed at everyone. How the hell do you get money from people who tell you they have no money to give you?
Everyone does the same thing. "Oh, Dina. I am so sorry you couldn't have afforded to fly home for your friend's funeral even if your boss hadn't been a bitch, and I know I owe you $500, but...sorry. It's YOUR problem that I owe you money."
THIS IS FUCKING BULLSHIT AND I'M SICK OF IT!!!
What am I supposed to do? I can't physically force the money from them. And I REALLY can't handle court on top of everything else right now.
And it's not like I couldn't have paid for everything for everyone, since we would have been in legal trouble had we not paid for Nat and Eric's rent because our names are on the lease. And I couldn't have gone to FL if I had waited for the money for my car.
In short, I am already out $2000 because I left Julie's early and I NEED THE MONEY. I realize everyone is having a hard time financially, but SO AM I and this is NOT FAIR.
So, if you owe me money, JUST GIVE IT TO ME. Do what I do. Work, pay your debts, and don't give excuses. I manage to do it. So can you. I may not send a paper bill in the mail, but I deserve the money that is rightfully mine just like your insurance company does. I am SICK of being nice and understanding and saying "oh, just pay me when you can." FUCK THAT. It's not like I haven't given everyone enough time. EVERY CENT Lexi and I are owed from EVERYONE was due to us in MAY. It is now the end of JULY. I think I have been nice enough.
...I have to go calm down. Johnny Depp is on Letterman.