Just another day in the life, I suppose.
Saturday was nothing but relaxing. Didn't have anything pressing to accomplish since it's the weekend and obviously most things cannot be handled till the work week, because that tends to be how the world turns round on that subject. I got to look forward to video games for the first time in a long time because I haven't felt up to it and have had my nose to easily engrossed in books as of late.
Heck, even Jack spent only around five hours with me that day. The rest of the time he was hanging out with Mimi and doing other things.
So, all in all, Saturday was the good day.
Come midnight, apparently the lack of activity was determined to be made up for on Sunday.
Not everything was horrible... except for the voicemail I recieved from A. Douchebag that made me wonder how the hell the crazy people always find me.
And also how the hell I would continue in the past to let them go on doing what they deem as okay.
Well, it's not okay anymore, and even though I'm scared shitless over the consequences of the message I sent said Douchebag, I still can't help but feel a sense of freedom from what I wrote to him.
I can't help if other's moral scruples are less than mine, but I can stop them from being pressed upon me.
I just hope that things will be okay.
Because Douchebag happens to be a rather loose cannon...
And unfortunately my house is next to woods and there isn't anyone living downstairs anymore to hear me scream...
Worst case scenario of course.
Good scenario is he leaves me the hell alone like I told him to...
But he hasn't left me alone yet. That's the problem.
Finishing up the last of my paperwork for the new job. Hopefully I get it. That would be really cool... because making money is always a good thing.
Me and mom also go to sign for the loan for the Volvo this afternoon. I am so stoked about this car!
And also, got more work on my tattoo done! My next appointment isn't until the 23, but I'm really enjoying what I have right now.
My fish are so beautiful colored in, and when he details them out, the are going to look so great! I almost cried when he was done coloring them on Monday. And when he told me he was going to share the colors for both fish, making them apart of each other, I couldn't help but smile. I had hoped that he would find that a good idea, because that's what I wanted to have done.
All I have to do is get the shapes for the heads figured out and where I want them to rest.
And tommorow...
I am bound and determined to make it a good day for me.
I wish only that I would be able to see you. I think then tommorow would be complete.
Me and mom had a sit down heart to heart yesterday after she got home, and she said she is so proud of me having found a reason to wait.
Because she and a few other people think that you are worth waiting for too.
But really, all that matters to me is that I think you are.
Remember, remember, the tenth of November....
I will never forget.