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Ph34r 73h 1337 5p33k!!!!1!!1 I miss everyone already! Im not in NY yet, and im not sure if im going anymore, but i still miss you all. Im living at Kaden's house for the time being, as i was eviscerated from my previous dwelling... blarg! I havent seen or talked to Ai Keki in so long, my heart feels like it is breaking. I dont want to sever our ties with each other, but i kinda feel that it would be best if we were apart. "If you love someone, set them free." I think we will be better off if we stop torturing each other, worrying about each other every moment of every day. I wish this didnt have to happen, but i cant handle this. I cant sit by and long for her but never see her. My heart cant take this. Maybe we can be together in the future, but right now my life is so full of pain that i cant handle it any more. Im sorry, Alyssa. Im sorry that this has to happen, and Im sorry if I've hurt you. But most of all, Im sorry if Ive made you cry over me...