it's wet and misty in Scotland :)
The predominant thing about today is that it is wet and misty. Where is the sun? I want sun :(
Oh well I'm in the wrong country for that :)
Trying to motivate myself to make toys at te POOKa and failing miserably. I'm just enjoying not working there too much :) It's like something has clicked in my head and I'm suddenly free from caring about it anymore. It's like, and excuses the cliche, a huge weight has been lifted from my mind. I genuinely don't care about it anymore and suddenly it's all possible again.
My dad was up yesterday and I was talking through everything with him, the possibility of getting a van to live in, all the different work I could take, where my life is going etc etc and he was cool about everything. I don't mean he was egging me on or anything, he was quite clear he thought the van was a bad idea, but then he talked about how he feels he's never taken any risks to get what he really wants so broadly he was encouraging me. Unusual. Maybe we are both getting soft in our advanced years?
I'm finally feeling more outgoing. After a year or so of feeling introverted the wheel has turned and I'm starting to feel for other peoples company. Kaeshan is coming up next week, whoot whoot. So that fair warning for all you lot to run away an get your dancing shoes ;)
What is black and white and can't turn round in corridors? A nun with a javelin through her head.
Oh well I'm in the wrong country for that :)
Trying to motivate myself to make toys at te POOKa and failing miserably. I'm just enjoying not working there too much :) It's like something has clicked in my head and I'm suddenly free from caring about it anymore. It's like, and excuses the cliche, a huge weight has been lifted from my mind. I genuinely don't care about it anymore and suddenly it's all possible again.
My dad was up yesterday and I was talking through everything with him, the possibility of getting a van to live in, all the different work I could take, where my life is going etc etc and he was cool about everything. I don't mean he was egging me on or anything, he was quite clear he thought the van was a bad idea, but then he talked about how he feels he's never taken any risks to get what he really wants so broadly he was encouraging me. Unusual. Maybe we are both getting soft in our advanced years?
I'm finally feeling more outgoing. After a year or so of feeling introverted the wheel has turned and I'm starting to feel for other peoples company. Kaeshan is coming up next week, whoot whoot. So that fair warning for all you lot to run away an get your dancing shoes ;)
What is black and white and can't turn round in corridors? A nun with a javelin through her head.