Pools of sorrow waves of joy are drifting thorough my open mind Possessing and caressing me

Mar 05, 2009 23:11

I’ve been in a lot of confusion. Realizations murdering my family. My imagination envisioning their death. I smell the future festering. Sickened by the stench my stomach does back flips, my vision blackens in-out and my lungs feel like an imminent implosion.

It pains to think I’d be letting bleed to invisible what I have conquered. But, another life is hugging my being. It warms me. I smile compulsively. I dream ferociously. I adored immediately…I am falling dangerously. And when he sleeps I hope he’s okay but I know, when he dreams…he dreams of something else. The “what if this happens, what if that happens, what can I do to make it happen!” thoughts are rampant.


I'm so tired, I haven't slept a wink
I'm so tired, my mind is on the blink
I wonder should I get up and fix myself a drink
No,no,no.

I'm so tired I don't know what to do
I'm so tired my mind is set on you
I wonder should I call you but I know what you would do

You'd say I'm putting you on
But it's no joke, it's doing me harm
You know I can't sleep, I can't stop my brain
You know it's three weeks, I'm going insane
You know I'd give you everything I've got
for a little peace of mind

I'm so tired, I'm feeling so upset
Although I'm so tired I'll have another cigarette

The Beatles touch me in such a fuzzy way. Reminds me of him. Everything encompasses him. You’re an intoxicating overload. Just how I like it. Sleep beckons and my head says, let me dream of you.
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