Aug 05, 2005 03:28
Sleepless night
So i start looking up odd things on the internet. Do the usual thing of doing a yahoo search on my name to see what comes up (my real name).
It saddens me to see how many people now go by that name. Stupid writer, she made it popular. Most of the people with my name are much younger and I doubt they even know what it means. I always thought I had such a unique and beautiful name ..i had hoped it would stay that way...I blame it all on that writer.
Although I was heartened to see (and a little amazed actually) how many of the women with that name that had descriptions or photos up were black haired, blue-eyed, petite, gothic and wiccan. Scary actually.
Now even if I wanted to use my real name online I would feel like a sham. Huh.
THat's what i get for looking up stupid things in the middle of the night.