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hello world, it's me, Zarozynia...
This is just a random addendum to my strange dream about Curry Buns some time back there (looking at my notes, it was about two weeks ago, but it seems like forever because it's eclipse season, and time is being very timely): Gray and Curry Buns just broke up.
Honestly, it's about time, and I'm happy for them both but also sad for them both.
I didn't really mean to hook the two of them up for a number of reasons. The first is that I liked Curry Buns a lot and don't think Gray is a great partner for anyone. The second was my complicated attraction to Curry Buns, which was very much obviously not one-sided. I'm really happy that Gray got what they thought they wanted (a real relationship). I'm slightly worried that we will never see Curry Buns again because, as I said, I really like him.
Not like that. (I don't really like anyone like that these days...its fucking weird).
I don't think he's going away. I have talked about this before, but I really felt like Curry Buns was meant to be in our lives. I noticed it the moment I met him. It may have just been synastry because as I've previously mentioned, he and I do share a lot of synastry.
But that doesn't always come to pass (people feeling like they are meant to be in your life) and in your life doesn't mean forever no matter how much my fixed Taurus heart would like for it to be.
Things change.
And I think both of them will be happier with other people.