sometimes

[zarose]

Sometimes
I just want to tear out my heart
I want to reach in and take apart
all these thoughts in my head
that make me wish I was dead.

Sometimes
I just want to restart my life
start over from somewhere new
where I wasn't plagued by thoughts of you.

Sometimes
I feel like I should cry
like I should fall over and die
wish I could just shake my heart
and tear it all apart.

Sometimes
I wish I could have said
what I needed to have said
to make you look at me
but I know that will never be.

Sometimes
I wish I could start again
go back and say it all again
do what I should have done back then
now I know it has come to an end.

And it never will happen again
and it will never happen again.
it can never happen again.