*pouts*
maaaaa...I guess I just shut my mouth up....
the reason?? well, simple....
I was so devastated and ...yeah...disappointed....
okay, the situation is, we were just having our class meeting this morning and the meeting's kinda full of chaos because everyone's eagerly want to speak out their piece of mind, interrupting here and there. and almost everyone wanted their suggestions being accepted by our class monitor *I'm the assistant anyway*. some of our class members rarely talk because of random reasons.
yeah, enough said. some of us wanted eagerly for their suggestions to be accepted, so that they'll proud of that, whether it brings consequence in the future or not. some, like me, giving suggestions, but being rejected in a somewhat 'harsh way' *or is it just me?* coz I'm so used with my ideas being rejected, until one time where I don't want to say any word, just sit there and listen.I try but I failed. I still want to talk. Baka me!*
so again, my ideas being rejected. I don't mind, really, but I feel bad because of it. because I knew, the next meeting.....i'll be the listener and scribbles anything on paper or do anything unrelated. besides....what's the point of suggesting when no one wants to accept it, the worst of all, no one wants to hear it??? ne???~
*pouts on the corner* I better continue being an obedient fangirl to HSJ...even though it costs my social life...(yesh, being a fangirl is hard...)
the reason?? well, simple....
I was so devastated and ...yeah...disappointed....
okay, the situation is, we were just having our class meeting this morning and the meeting's kinda full of chaos because everyone's eagerly want to speak out their piece of mind, interrupting here and there. and almost everyone wanted their suggestions being accepted by our class monitor *I'm the assistant anyway*. some of our class members rarely talk because of random reasons.
yeah, enough said. some of us wanted eagerly for their suggestions to be accepted, so that they'll proud of that, whether it brings consequence in the future or not. some, like me, giving suggestions, but being rejected in a somewhat 'harsh way' *or is it just me?* coz I'm so used with my ideas being rejected, until one time where I don't want to say any word, just sit there and listen.I try but I failed. I still want to talk. Baka me!*
so again, my ideas being rejected. I don't mind, really, but I feel bad because of it. because I knew, the next meeting.....i'll be the listener and scribbles anything on paper or do anything unrelated. besides....what's the point of suggesting when no one wants to accept it, the worst of all, no one wants to hear it??? ne???~
*pouts on the corner* I better continue being an obedient fangirl to HSJ...even though it costs my social life...(yesh, being a fangirl is hard...)