Physics class
I had an interesting conversation with Hung today in physics class. He asked a seemingly, easy-to-answer question: what makes a girl attractive?
I immediately had my answer (probably put less articulately): People have different tastes in women. Some guys could like "fat" chicks, or blond chicks, or brunette. Tall or short. What makes a girl attractive to certain guys is the way they make you feel when you first look at them. When you see a girl with ideal hair, face, physique..
This came to my attention and i decided to share my thoughts because of a stupid myspace bulletin:
1. Last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
when i use to work at Togo's and see Jackie walk in almost everyday. Even after we got together and we were going out for a while, i still had the same butterflies everytime i saw her. shes beautiful to me.
I wanted to post this on livejournal rather than myspace cuz i wouldn't want jackie reading how i still feel about her even though she probably knows it. Jackie is absolutely gorgeous to me. I remember that when we first started going out, I was so excited and i kept telling everyone my girlfriend was drop dead gorgeous. Most of them were just like "yeah.. she's cute..". I remember seeing Jackie for the first time and being automatically attracted to her. She was so cute.. long brown hair, beautiful eyes, the cutest cheeks i have ever seen in my life, that round petite chin... I don't really believe in love at first sight but I believe that looks play a big role in determining your compatibility with someone.
When I later got to know Jackie, she was so fucking cute. She was all shy.. not the annoying kind of shy.. but that shyness that makes you keep guessing. Our relationship was great. We clicked very well, had a blast together either doing random stuff or just relaxing and watching movies.
It hurts when sometimes, relationships can lose sight of the things that made the relationship happen in the first place.
We broke up. Pretty much a mutual break up though I was the one that did it. I'm too insecure and fearful of the future. I spend half my day feeling like a loser, unloved. All I've had to do for the past week or so is think of all the good things that we had together. How we seem so good for each other and how her looks and her personality are probably that of my ideal girlfriend.
This post started out as just the conversation between Hung and I but I couldn't help but think of her again.
I miss you Jackie. If you ever see this.
I immediately had my answer (probably put less articulately): People have different tastes in women. Some guys could like "fat" chicks, or blond chicks, or brunette. Tall or short. What makes a girl attractive to certain guys is the way they make you feel when you first look at them. When you see a girl with ideal hair, face, physique..
This came to my attention and i decided to share my thoughts because of a stupid myspace bulletin:
1. Last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
when i use to work at Togo's and see Jackie walk in almost everyday. Even after we got together and we were going out for a while, i still had the same butterflies everytime i saw her. shes beautiful to me.
I wanted to post this on livejournal rather than myspace cuz i wouldn't want jackie reading how i still feel about her even though she probably knows it. Jackie is absolutely gorgeous to me. I remember that when we first started going out, I was so excited and i kept telling everyone my girlfriend was drop dead gorgeous. Most of them were just like "yeah.. she's cute..". I remember seeing Jackie for the first time and being automatically attracted to her. She was so cute.. long brown hair, beautiful eyes, the cutest cheeks i have ever seen in my life, that round petite chin... I don't really believe in love at first sight but I believe that looks play a big role in determining your compatibility with someone.
When I later got to know Jackie, she was so fucking cute. She was all shy.. not the annoying kind of shy.. but that shyness that makes you keep guessing. Our relationship was great. We clicked very well, had a blast together either doing random stuff or just relaxing and watching movies.
It hurts when sometimes, relationships can lose sight of the things that made the relationship happen in the first place.
We broke up. Pretty much a mutual break up though I was the one that did it. I'm too insecure and fearful of the future. I spend half my day feeling like a loser, unloved. All I've had to do for the past week or so is think of all the good things that we had together. How we seem so good for each other and how her looks and her personality are probably that of my ideal girlfriend.
This post started out as just the conversation between Hung and I but I couldn't help but think of her again.
I miss you Jackie. If you ever see this.