september update

Sep 28, 2006 14:06

Ive been in school what 1 month and already everything is upside down. Classes suck. I dread my edu 460 class because.. well let me explain. Its and undergrad/grad class which freaks me out! I have this phobia of people my age lol. Its so bizarre. I can do great in a class with people younger than me, put me with people older and I freak. I dont get it. Also there are like all of 2 people that I talk to in that class. So I have no comfort zone. And now I have to teach a lesson to these people. im so freaked out, yeah i wanted to cry. I get so nervous that people are judging me. Like i had no problem teaching the TA class, i can lead french table. I just dont think i can teach grads. eek!

Oh and im single. how weird is that to say? i havent been single in what almsot a yr and 1/2. yikes. so do i remember how to date? when was the last time i was on a real date? High school? yeah i think so lol. Drew and I well... he wanted to see other people. Now I guess he wished he hadnt made that decision. But im not going back. Im happy now. There may be someone im interested in right now, buuuuut i wont devulge any information just yet. lol ill keep everyone hanging.

It's so amazing to have time to see my friends this year. Nia and I are closer than ever and its great. Nia, Angel, and I went on a girls day shopping and it was so much fun!. I forgot what its like to have a ladies day. Those two have kept me sane these past few weeks. I dont know what id do without them.
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