May 14, 2006 23:01
so im moving into the apt at ridgeview tomm. so truth be told i dont want to move in. not really at all. im more comfortable at home and im not ok with the idea of being gone all summer. the whole idea of summer is to just get away from NF and i dont want to live there in the summer. everyone like oh wow you have a pool... big friggin wow i have a pool in my backyard which is private and convenient.
and besides, my friend from DHS are here. where i want to be. i feel like im going to lose stuff by being there and not here. i can not wait to see my friends again, i miss them so much. ugh, i shouldve just gotten an on campus apt, so much less work. honestly.
i think im making a mistake