ick...
I feel gross. I dont wanna go anywhere, look at anyone, or do anything. I wanna sit on my fat ass and do nothing. I feel like shit. I wanna throw up but i cant. I wanna run away, but i cant. I feel lonely, i think thats what it is. Oh, I dont know what the fuck it is, im disapointed cause I let myself get carried away, i got too wrapped up in all of it. It was like a high. But the kind when you get sick afterwards. Whatever, im just blabbing.