Psychic Happenings
The last few days have been interesting! On a psyhic level anyway.
I have for some time been deepening my connection with my HGA and Spirit. This phase in my life seems to be in strenghtening the inner and this connection-renewing and deepening.
The night before last I woke to a bunch of entities in the form of spiders-I of course chased them off.
Yesterday during the daytime, someone who I have been wishing to reconnect with showed up.....this was daytime and I greeted him and an amazing amount of light came out of me...filled the room.....and encompassed him.
He said, " Oh, you are white, I used to be white."
Then he left.
Last night, well really around five o'clock this morning I had a nightmare, I relly never have them-very rarely.
I was traveling in a car with a couple of people-one black-no not African American but just dark. Could not make the person out. Then we were all in a room and I think we had been drugged or something, because it was like I was coming to conscienceness. The young girl who had been in the car with us was comatose and Anith -who was in the room not the car was almost naked and had the body of a twenty year old was squatting and moving up and down seductively with her back towards me. She turned to face me and grined and said I am sooooo horney! Her smile had fanged teeth.
I realized at that moment that I was out of my body-I looked back at my body-it was lifeless-as she was coming towards me I grabbed my body by the arm and pulled it up to me, it had a tear coming out of one eye. I quickly reunited with it feeling a lot of compassion and love for the vehicle that carries me through all this craziness and as she, Anith, in the dream came towards me, I started encanting some barbarous tongue and dispelled her.
I awoke muttering this chant and feeling like one does when one has left one's body and then saw the spidery entities and as I awoke fully still chanting- they took off.
I do know a number of people that take the form of spiders. I do know that this particular totem is associated with vampirism and I do know that I have associated with them in various degrees of aquintance or friendship, so I take responsibility to a certain degree and since humans are degrees of goodness and evil-I open my eyes and proclaim-no more nice guy be forwarned! I will cause you trouble! I will white you out!
The sun is fully up over the crest and little clouds are rising to the sky-a blue one!
I have for some time been deepening my connection with my HGA and Spirit. This phase in my life seems to be in strenghtening the inner and this connection-renewing and deepening.
The night before last I woke to a bunch of entities in the form of spiders-I of course chased them off.
Yesterday during the daytime, someone who I have been wishing to reconnect with showed up.....this was daytime and I greeted him and an amazing amount of light came out of me...filled the room.....and encompassed him.
He said, " Oh, you are white, I used to be white."
Then he left.
Last night, well really around five o'clock this morning I had a nightmare, I relly never have them-very rarely.
I was traveling in a car with a couple of people-one black-no not African American but just dark. Could not make the person out. Then we were all in a room and I think we had been drugged or something, because it was like I was coming to conscienceness. The young girl who had been in the car with us was comatose and Anith -who was in the room not the car was almost naked and had the body of a twenty year old was squatting and moving up and down seductively with her back towards me. She turned to face me and grined and said I am sooooo horney! Her smile had fanged teeth.
I realized at that moment that I was out of my body-I looked back at my body-it was lifeless-as she was coming towards me I grabbed my body by the arm and pulled it up to me, it had a tear coming out of one eye. I quickly reunited with it feeling a lot of compassion and love for the vehicle that carries me through all this craziness and as she, Anith, in the dream came towards me, I started encanting some barbarous tongue and dispelled her.
I awoke muttering this chant and feeling like one does when one has left one's body and then saw the spidery entities and as I awoke fully still chanting- they took off.
I do know a number of people that take the form of spiders. I do know that this particular totem is associated with vampirism and I do know that I have associated with them in various degrees of aquintance or friendship, so I take responsibility to a certain degree and since humans are degrees of goodness and evil-I open my eyes and proclaim-no more nice guy be forwarned! I will cause you trouble! I will white you out!
The sun is fully up over the crest and little clouds are rising to the sky-a blue one!