May 02, 2005 00:23
IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!
and i'm OLD!!!!
how am i 18?? how did that happen!?!? someone please tell me!
so yeah, i'm 18 and sexxy and proud!!! actually, those are all lies except for the 18 part.....
I was thinkign about this today...or well, yesterday cuz it was the day before my birthday, and now i'm like 30 minutes into my birthday....anyway...i have a lot of growing up to do. IT's sad, because i think of myself as self-sufficient, and in a lot of ways i am, but i'm not completely. at all. I have never used an ATM....i can't drive stick successfully.....apparently i can't spell "intellectual" naturally (i spelled it with one l, and kristen allen, the freshman, corrected me!)...this is a really shitty list right now, but i swear it was more significant this morning!!!
aight, so, i'm old...and i have a really busy day 7 ahead of me....and i did my econ and i dyed my hair and i'm doing alright....and i got a bunch of shoes today (mother and i went CRAZY)...and i fucking lost another gem from the beautiful ring francis gave me for our 2 year anniversary (another word i can't spell), and i lost one of the stones last week, and another one today. I think, because i like it so much, ima keep wearing it, knowing that the gems will eventually fall out, and that there's nothing to be done. once they all fall, it will still be a beautiful silver ring that i will love.
is that stupid?
is that a bad plan?
if so, let me know!
aight, well, i should go to sleep because it's' late and i'm old and sick and i need to sleep good!
oh man, tomorrow...3 70 minute academic classes, then 70 minutes of dance, then chess club, then HANDBELLS!, then francis time, then mom time, then daddy bring dinner time, then awkward cake time, then STUDY FOR FUCKING CALCULUS AP TIME=THE WHOLE TIME!!!
anyway, me happy? yes no maybe so!!
goodnight, and happy birthday to me!!
-Claire