Souske....

[zaq_in_chill]

Looking past RYO... why do I feel for him.... and somewhat understand him... to the point that I even don't like Ruka and her feelings for Michiru... which makes me think about my outlook on my past.... I'm not a stranger in the world and the struggle of Ruka, I've been immersed in it for almost half my life to the point that i can say... BEEN THERE DONE THAT.... but why do I now feel unease with it now??? Not only in this show but also in real life... to think that my sister is that way and even my closest friends are too? and the biggest mystery is that why am i more comfortable if boys are the ones in that kind of confusion?

I feel that this outlook of mine is the reason why I don't see Souske as that Bad...





I just don't want Souske to die YET...