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Today is one of the days that I really wish I wasn't a good kid. For once, I wish that I could not have to worry and just go and get drunk or high or do something that I shouldn't. I don't know why but everything just came together to make it a really shitty day and I just can't wait for Christmas Break to get here so I can shut myself up in my room and just sleep the days away, like the "good ol' days". I have no idea why I feel like this but it sucks and I really wish it could but I don't know how to make it stop. Damn what I would give to forget everything and start over.