#43934
even if you put aside the fact that your ship is sinking, you still get something wet and cold, so you laugh at it and point, then pretend it isn't there to make yourself feel better. fluorescent lights show the marble tablets, green grass, rain and mist as you pass by. so you decide that you're hungry for warmth and seek elsewhere.
safe in your car, watching the sky as it clears into space, listening to the cd that made you so happy the other day, trying to record happiness, and ending up looking at the trees instead of stars. noticing every tree strives for attention, reminding you first of sheep, then of humans. your hate for your species just grows stronger and your mind crashes, creating and destructing. metals bind, wombs crushed, spines shattered, and what's left is a sad grin. a smile swept up and carried off somewhere, possibly to an incinerator, then maybe turned into ashes, ashes into forestry.. who really cares. no more cycles, or circles, just pretend they aren't there. nothing you can really change about it, but if you did, it still wouldn't matter because again you'd fail. always.
leave me admiring what i can't explain.
safe in your car, watching the sky as it clears into space, listening to the cd that made you so happy the other day, trying to record happiness, and ending up looking at the trees instead of stars. noticing every tree strives for attention, reminding you first of sheep, then of humans. your hate for your species just grows stronger and your mind crashes, creating and destructing. metals bind, wombs crushed, spines shattered, and what's left is a sad grin. a smile swept up and carried off somewhere, possibly to an incinerator, then maybe turned into ashes, ashes into forestry.. who really cares. no more cycles, or circles, just pretend they aren't there. nothing you can really change about it, but if you did, it still wouldn't matter because again you'd fail. always.
leave me admiring what i can't explain.