im getting a lap dance
i want shane to be real... so bad.
saturday was a crazy, crazy night. i don't really know where to begin. i got my hair done, it looks awesome. daph and erdozain came over for a while and hung out. then me and jenn and brad went to Toxic with Ashleigh and Danni. Brittany Caronia came and, well, omg, she's so fucking hot. we had a really good time until Brad left early and we wanted to stay. too much of the situation was overexaggerated and blown entirely out of proportion. he's not talking to either of us today, so i don't know. brittany and jenn came over and we smoked a couple bowls. brittany didn't leave until like 4:00 am... ah! i don't even know what to say about that!
today i woke up feeling pretty okay considering the night i had. i was fucked up for most of it, i think. jenn came over and we went to the northshore to hang out with jill and larry and scott. this weeks episode of the L word was not so good. nothing too great happened. they always do that shit though, to keep you wanting it more.
i called bradley today because i started to think i was getting blown off, and i'm not about that. i won't be dicked around with. basically, we both have alot of shit going on in our lives right now and it's too stressful. i really just don't have time for anyone, i'm working two jobs, i'm starting school in 5 months and that's going to take so much out of me. i really just don't have the time for the serious relationship that he needs. i like him alot, he's totally hot, i wanna still hang out with him. but idk. we'll see what happens.
tuesday is laura's birthday and it's going to be fucking fabulous. i hope brad still comes out with us even though he's mad at me and jenn. gah, we're gonna have such a good time! i can't wait. i'm going to make sure that no matter who's there or what happens, that we all have a really awesome night.
AHHHHHHH i love the color of my hair! one more appt and i get to go all blonde! yay!
saturday was a crazy, crazy night. i don't really know where to begin. i got my hair done, it looks awesome. daph and erdozain came over for a while and hung out. then me and jenn and brad went to Toxic with Ashleigh and Danni. Brittany Caronia came and, well, omg, she's so fucking hot. we had a really good time until Brad left early and we wanted to stay. too much of the situation was overexaggerated and blown entirely out of proportion. he's not talking to either of us today, so i don't know. brittany and jenn came over and we smoked a couple bowls. brittany didn't leave until like 4:00 am... ah! i don't even know what to say about that!
today i woke up feeling pretty okay considering the night i had. i was fucked up for most of it, i think. jenn came over and we went to the northshore to hang out with jill and larry and scott. this weeks episode of the L word was not so good. nothing too great happened. they always do that shit though, to keep you wanting it more.
i called bradley today because i started to think i was getting blown off, and i'm not about that. i won't be dicked around with. basically, we both have alot of shit going on in our lives right now and it's too stressful. i really just don't have time for anyone, i'm working two jobs, i'm starting school in 5 months and that's going to take so much out of me. i really just don't have the time for the serious relationship that he needs. i like him alot, he's totally hot, i wanna still hang out with him. but idk. we'll see what happens.
tuesday is laura's birthday and it's going to be fucking fabulous. i hope brad still comes out with us even though he's mad at me and jenn. gah, we're gonna have such a good time! i can't wait. i'm going to make sure that no matter who's there or what happens, that we all have a really awesome night.
AHHHHHHH i love the color of my hair! one more appt and i get to go all blonde! yay!