At long last!
Aaah, I don't know. I'm halfway "DDDD: ;___;" and halfway "!!! :DDD" about things in general.
The fact that I'm expressing myself like this should tell you a lot.
I'm going to make a list, because that's easier than coherent thought anyway:
- My 500GB hard harddrive failed, taking many photos (my graduation pictures among others), all my accumulated icons, all my ebooks (OH GOD) and all the fan fics I've saved with it. Oh, and my entire iTunes library, which was what, 110GB? Yeah. There were other things on there too, but not as important.
- This gets another item on the list, because while I'm really kind of pissed and "Oh God, what am I going to do??!" about it, I'm also exhilarated by the prospect of starting over like this, and currently contemplating willfully deleting all my other stuff as well. Clutter be gone, and all that.
- I got accepted at all 3 universities I applied to, and now I'm just sitting on my hands and waiting for the Humboldt University to acknowledge my "I accept your offer of a place in your program" letter and send me instructions for enrollment. This part sucks a little, especially since my parents *really* want me to go to my second choice university, where I applied for Physical Engineering.
- A few days ago, I signed the contract for my new flat, which is smack dab in the middle of Berlin, in a really quiet street, and overall just fantastic. It's got a huge kitchen, for which I plan to purchase a nice, big, round table, and the planning out of the living room is well ahead of schedule. I'm going to have a real bed! And a couch!
- Summer is coming to an end. It's kind of whiny of me to be sad about this, at least I expect more from myself, but it's my favourite time of year, and ... shutting up now anyway.
- SGA got cancelled! JUST when I really got into the fandom, and read what feels like 200,000 fics over the last few weeks. Rodney! John! ;__;
- I found a new tenant for my flat in Mannheim - one thing less to be worried about. Or, really, one thing less to be weary of my parents worrying and needling me about.
- Berlin is AWESOME. 'Nuff said.
- When is the hiatus finally over? Whine, whine whine. God, I'm so sick of myself sometimes, when I'm like this. And STILL! Accio new episodes!
- My best friend Kris is not happy, and when she's not happy, I get annoyed at everyone who's making her not happy, and I get annoyed at her for being drawn into all that, and then I start snapping at people who have done little to deserve it, and *then* I get really irritable, because I don't like myself when I'm unreasonable in any shape or form.
Yes well. This, all of this, my state of mind for lack of a better description, is why I haven't been posting to LJ or even checking my flist. I'm annoying myself, and the least I can do is try to spare you from being aggravated as well.
I freaking hate word vomit, when it sneaks up on me. :/
The fact that I'm expressing myself like this should tell you a lot.
I'm going to make a list, because that's easier than coherent thought anyway:
- My 500GB hard harddrive failed, taking many photos (my graduation pictures among others), all my accumulated icons, all my ebooks (OH GOD) and all the fan fics I've saved with it. Oh, and my entire iTunes library, which was what, 110GB? Yeah. There were other things on there too, but not as important.
- This gets another item on the list, because while I'm really kind of pissed and "Oh God, what am I going to do??!" about it, I'm also exhilarated by the prospect of starting over like this, and currently contemplating willfully deleting all my other stuff as well. Clutter be gone, and all that.
- I got accepted at all 3 universities I applied to, and now I'm just sitting on my hands and waiting for the Humboldt University to acknowledge my "I accept your offer of a place in your program" letter and send me instructions for enrollment. This part sucks a little, especially since my parents *really* want me to go to my second choice university, where I applied for Physical Engineering.
- A few days ago, I signed the contract for my new flat, which is smack dab in the middle of Berlin, in a really quiet street, and overall just fantastic. It's got a huge kitchen, for which I plan to purchase a nice, big, round table, and the planning out of the living room is well ahead of schedule. I'm going to have a real bed! And a couch!
- Summer is coming to an end. It's kind of whiny of me to be sad about this, at least I expect more from myself, but it's my favourite time of year, and ... shutting up now anyway.
- SGA got cancelled! JUST when I really got into the fandom, and read what feels like 200,000 fics over the last few weeks. Rodney! John! ;__;
- I found a new tenant for my flat in Mannheim - one thing less to be worried about. Or, really, one thing less to be weary of my parents worrying and needling me about.
- Berlin is AWESOME. 'Nuff said.
- When is the hiatus finally over? Whine, whine whine. God, I'm so sick of myself sometimes, when I'm like this. And STILL! Accio new episodes!
- My best friend Kris is not happy, and when she's not happy, I get annoyed at everyone who's making her not happy, and I get annoyed at her for being drawn into all that, and then I start snapping at people who have done little to deserve it, and *then* I get really irritable, because I don't like myself when I'm unreasonable in any shape or form.
Yes well. This, all of this, my state of mind for lack of a better description, is why I haven't been posting to LJ or even checking my flist. I'm annoying myself, and the least I can do is try to spare you from being aggravated as well.
I freaking hate word vomit, when it sneaks up on me. :/