the tagging issue..
i would feel it out but im not very joyous people...
Its amazing what sitting down and praying and thinking will do. When your standing at the very brink of your limits and you say "thats it God i cant do it anymore on my own.. will you carry me?" thats when you get the peace you seek. I know my stress load is no where near as high and i know that i dont deal with everything that you have on the issue, and in no way am i questioning your faith because i know how strong of one you have. Also in times where he is the closest it often feels like he is very very far away its when hes the closest... but damn it sure feels the other way. Nothing in the life is ever easy and the best things in life you have to bust your ass for... This isnt anything special just facts. I know that this is right and i will do whatever it takes, so be it if i fail... i would much rather try my hardest and not suceed than sit by and watch everything unfold.. Like i have said before dreams and hopes only die when the person chasing them loses the courage to pursue them... and as long as i breathe i shall not. Call me weird call me freaky... i do not care.... I know what i want out of life and i know who i want to be with me every step of the way. I know im not a clean preppy boy (yet.. :) ) and i know im not typical, but i live my life mostly by my heart but there is logic there. There is no greater gift than to be a servant on earth... and i would much rather spend my life in servitude to others instead of being shackled by my own averice... and yet i know i must provide and by God i will... i will not let anything happen to her... She means the world to me and whatever it takes to show you guys that.. so be it. Prepare my cross if need be. My love is forever yours and to the other party involved... Alia Iacta est... May God have mercy on us all
Its amazing what sitting down and praying and thinking will do. When your standing at the very brink of your limits and you say "thats it God i cant do it anymore on my own.. will you carry me?" thats when you get the peace you seek. I know my stress load is no where near as high and i know that i dont deal with everything that you have on the issue, and in no way am i questioning your faith because i know how strong of one you have. Also in times where he is the closest it often feels like he is very very far away its when hes the closest... but damn it sure feels the other way. Nothing in the life is ever easy and the best things in life you have to bust your ass for... This isnt anything special just facts. I know that this is right and i will do whatever it takes, so be it if i fail... i would much rather try my hardest and not suceed than sit by and watch everything unfold.. Like i have said before dreams and hopes only die when the person chasing them loses the courage to pursue them... and as long as i breathe i shall not. Call me weird call me freaky... i do not care.... I know what i want out of life and i know who i want to be with me every step of the way. I know im not a clean preppy boy (yet.. :) ) and i know im not typical, but i live my life mostly by my heart but there is logic there. There is no greater gift than to be a servant on earth... and i would much rather spend my life in servitude to others instead of being shackled by my own averice... and yet i know i must provide and by God i will... i will not let anything happen to her... She means the world to me and whatever it takes to show you guys that.. so be it. Prepare my cross if need be. My love is forever yours and to the other party involved... Alia Iacta est... May God have mercy on us all