Feb 07, 2005 19:56
"Cold"
Looking back at me I see
That I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in
Things I cannot win
You are the antidote that gets me by
Something strong
Like a drug that gets me high
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
And I'm sorry about all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You could see me stand on my own again
Cause now i can see
You were the antidote that got me by
Something strong like a drug that got me high
What i really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way i am
I never meant to be so cold
I never meant to be so cold
I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me theres just no hope
I never meant to be so cold
Thats one of the songs ive been listening to for a bit, and i think its fantastic. Yes i am a dork because i like to post some of my favorite song lyrics in my livejournal. Well back to my title issue, the super bowl party that was last night. Well..... I lost my bet people.... this seems to be a pattern.... Well anywho, now i have to cook. Which i guess isnt too bad since i love to anyway. Well the jr/snr classes at church all met up at the Petty's for the game, and i went along too.... yea i broke the rules i wasnt a junior or a senior... im such a rebel...haha. Well we layed around watching the game, and Ceige your taboo game playing.... it made me chuckle, i cant keep a straight face when you start laughing. Well at halftime some of us went outside to play football. It was fun and im sorry i set your car alarm off with my bum jen.... Well it was great all and all and i ate alot of grass but it was worth it, and Anna.... Why???? why cant you forgive the father of your children????? I know ive been a bad father.... but i can make up for it i swear... i want to see my kids.... Oh and yea i did pick you up and kinda run around.... mea culpa.... Hmm what else.. Well nothing much else really i just hope next weekend is as fun as the last