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I went to a party today and everyone there knew me when daddy was still alive. It brought back so many memories, so many that feel like they are disappearing.
I miss him so horribly right now. I think I would do anything to hear his voice again. I Can't remember what his voice sounded like. To have him hold me in his arms. I know I'll never get over him dying.
Why do the men I love dearly die? It makes me wonder if I fall in love, that man will die too soon as well.
I want my daddy. Oh Lord, will I ever stop crying? Will I ever stop feeling like my heart has a huge hole in it? Will I ever learn to lean on you? To cry in your arms?
Oh daddy....
I miss him so horribly right now. I think I would do anything to hear his voice again. I Can't remember what his voice sounded like. To have him hold me in his arms. I know I'll never get over him dying.
Why do the men I love dearly die? It makes me wonder if I fall in love, that man will die too soon as well.
I want my daddy. Oh Lord, will I ever stop crying? Will I ever stop feeling like my heart has a huge hole in it? Will I ever learn to lean on you? To cry in your arms?
Oh daddy....