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[zansibar]

this is very much so a make or break month. my bank account is about drained, and with rent and utilities due up any time now...I dunno what I'm gonna do. At what point do I turn back to my parents and break down and say I can't do it? I'm not just afraid of not being able to do it, but I don't want to have to turn back to my parents, plus it'll affect my credit. *sigh* if only emily were here. probably wouldn't help much, but hell I'd feel better. Its a lousy time to be sick. This is turning out to be a lousy halloween. Things are gonna be tight for a while. It's gonna be difficult, and very testing. This starving college kid thing is no joke.
"WWJD"
"What Would Jesus Do?"
"no, What WOULDN'T Jesus Do"