24 hour amusment park
In the lat 24 hours I think I have gone through every possible human emotion. However now that I have been spit out by the fun house I am find myself exhausted, but also feeling like I have somehow righted myself and now just need to mend to holes that have been created. I am too exhausted to get into the gory details here, but I had one of those life altering moments of breaking down all my walls all the things that have been causing my life hell. I dissected everything with a fine tooth comb figured out where all the problems are and am now going to try and mend it all back together by making a whole hell of a lot of changes. It is a good place to be, I think. It is terrifying in so many ways; failure being the biggest. However anything different then what has been going on has to be better then what has been going on. Now that sharing time is over I am going to bed!