Another year gone
Well, here we are. 2007. Another year older and what do I have to show for it? Pretty much nothing.
It's 2 in the morning and I have insomnia. Home alone, Harley's at work, Josh's at a friends sleep over party and I have no idea where my daughter is, per usual lol. I seem to find my self home alone quite a bit these days which tells me I need to get a life...everyone else has. My last contact with the online world seems to have been end of Sept, so what have I been doing the last 3 months? Not much of anything exciting. Working down at the Pub now and again, client site maintenance, a few days at the gym here and there, house hunting and a couple holiday concerts and that's about it. I guess this is the part where I emphatically state my new years resolutions. Let's see what I have planned:
1) buy a house!
2) take up a hobby (thinking photography)
3) gym tues & thurs
4) yoga wed
5) go out to lunch with a friend once a week
6) start advertising the biz & make more money!
7) take at least one academic class at the college
8) plan a *real* family vacation this year
9) plant a garden
10) stay in touch with ALL my friends
11) find a church (and actually attend)
12) volunteer in a community project
If I can actually follow through on these, I'll have a pretty busy little life going on. And really, that's what I want. My whole fear of meeting new people has got to end. I need to just get over it and get out there. I miss people. I miss having things to do and places to go. I don't miss the working full time and never having a moment to breathe but at least I had a life then. It's funny how many things you can squeeze into a day when you have commitments to fulfill. Seems lately I've been taking things that would normally take an hour and stretching them into three just to fill the time. I spend so much time avoiding things just so I can save them up and have one busy day.
Anyway, I hope everyone I care about is doing well, had a great holiday season and wish you a happy and productive new year. I miss you all and hope to motivate enough to get my butt back here quicker then 3 months from now.
*hugs you all*
Zan
It's 2 in the morning and I have insomnia. Home alone, Harley's at work, Josh's at a friends sleep over party and I have no idea where my daughter is, per usual lol. I seem to find my self home alone quite a bit these days which tells me I need to get a life...everyone else has. My last contact with the online world seems to have been end of Sept, so what have I been doing the last 3 months? Not much of anything exciting. Working down at the Pub now and again, client site maintenance, a few days at the gym here and there, house hunting and a couple holiday concerts and that's about it. I guess this is the part where I emphatically state my new years resolutions. Let's see what I have planned:
1) buy a house!
2) take up a hobby (thinking photography)
3) gym tues & thurs
4) yoga wed
5) go out to lunch with a friend once a week
6) start advertising the biz & make more money!
7) take at least one academic class at the college
8) plan a *real* family vacation this year
9) plant a garden
10) stay in touch with ALL my friends
11) find a church (and actually attend)
12) volunteer in a community project
If I can actually follow through on these, I'll have a pretty busy little life going on. And really, that's what I want. My whole fear of meeting new people has got to end. I need to just get over it and get out there. I miss people. I miss having things to do and places to go. I don't miss the working full time and never having a moment to breathe but at least I had a life then. It's funny how many things you can squeeze into a day when you have commitments to fulfill. Seems lately I've been taking things that would normally take an hour and stretching them into three just to fill the time. I spend so much time avoiding things just so I can save them up and have one busy day.
Anyway, I hope everyone I care about is doing well, had a great holiday season and wish you a happy and productive new year. I miss you all and hope to motivate enough to get my butt back here quicker then 3 months from now.
*hugs you all*
Zan