Its Starting to Pick Up
Dear X,
The last few days I've felt tired because every time I wake up to a clock that says I need to be somewhere in half an hour. I enjoy these engagements but I've let personal goals like cleanliness, working out and eating right fall to the wayside of a busy life. I'm going to take steps to right that tomorrow. I need to send some emails, do my internship, clean my room, hit the gym and try to get some reading in before I go to work. Eric got me the Marvel Role Playing system and a blank twilight book from McKay's with a gift card so I was really excited to get that. Hollie had a housewarming party and it was a lot of fun. Her new house is so cool looking! I'm very impressed with it! Christ took us to a football game on the club level and it was fun even though we got beat terribly.
Today Tanner had a really good game and there was a major player death and I can't wait to see the fallout from it. All the events came together so fucking nicely for an epic tale that was incredibly involved and moving. Thats the best kind of game a guy could shoot for with friends.
Today was off. I didn't feel very in the zone. I didn't feel well, I didn't look well and there was a clippy attitude with some people. (clippy: when you feel like people are cutting you off when you are talking or trying to have a good time.)
I've been doing research into how to consolidate power and to manipulate an existing power structure for Matt's game and I am very excited about it all! Its that epic power struggle that I love reading about and watching happen so its nice to try to battle wits and skills with different opponents.
It wasn't a bad day. But it lacked the energy and vibrancy necessary to be considered a good day that I reflect fondly upon. There were good moments when I talked to sarah about what constitutes a friendly person and talking with people about how you really are when they ask you how are you doing. Fun moments hanging out with Dave during break, and meeting up with Eric this morning and talking about Power creep power seep as it relates to Supernatural. How Adam is still in hell. And all the books, comics, movies and tv shows we are watching. How he doesn't know where he will be next year. Its all very exciting. I guess it was really good at moments but the middle parts that dragged on for some time just weren't very eventful. Or maybe I'm just still not alright yet. Well, I hope that fades sooner rather than later. I don't want to be an angsty individual.
Sincerely,
J.R.