Rejected.
Lately, I've been going downtown a lot more. I've found myself enjoying it more and more each time, mostly because I've stopped being so uptight. I've learned to have a couple drinks and just dance, enjoy the music, have a good time, ya know?
I attempted to engage someone. We got as far as introducing ourselves before he decided to walk away. Shucks.
Whether I like to admit it or not, I liked going to work. It keeps me busy and I have great coworkers. We're all friends, right? It even breaks up the banality of day to day life. On my days off I always found myself going to the store because I never really have much else to do.
But at the same time, I don't enjoy it. Every day I go in, I die a little bit more on the inside and lose just a little bit more faith in humanity. Drama's been more and more common lately. Seeing coworker's on the verge of crying because of the management isn't fun. Hearing coworker's constantly bitching about work.. it's just not fun. Like I said before, all the smart ones we had left already. It just seems like the store's about to implode on itself. But I guess it always kinda seemed like that.
I'm usually pretty good at avoiding drama, myself. But.. that one coworker I bitched about almost two years ago.. is back. I think this is just enough to tip the barrel. I just don't want to deal with it. Why should I? I always said I'd just go apply to Blizzard. Maybe I should do that, huh. Or try that whole bartending thing again. Hm.
I attempted to engage someone. We got as far as introducing ourselves before he decided to walk away. Shucks.
Whether I like to admit it or not, I liked going to work. It keeps me busy and I have great coworkers. We're all friends, right? It even breaks up the banality of day to day life. On my days off I always found myself going to the store because I never really have much else to do.
But at the same time, I don't enjoy it. Every day I go in, I die a little bit more on the inside and lose just a little bit more faith in humanity. Drama's been more and more common lately. Seeing coworker's on the verge of crying because of the management isn't fun. Hearing coworker's constantly bitching about work.. it's just not fun. Like I said before, all the smart ones we had left already. It just seems like the store's about to implode on itself. But I guess it always kinda seemed like that.
I'm usually pretty good at avoiding drama, myself. But.. that one coworker I bitched about almost two years ago.. is back. I think this is just enough to tip the barrel. I just don't want to deal with it. Why should I? I always said I'd just go apply to Blizzard. Maybe I should do that, huh. Or try that whole bartending thing again. Hm.