Moving On
I really am tired of people trying to start up drama because they know it gets to me and want my reaction. Well this here is my reaction. Surprisingly enough it is not "fuck off assholes" it is more along the lines of, "get over yourself, then move on." I will not cave on your every whim any more. Basically those of you know who you are, get over it. I am moving on in life and guess what? You arent in it. You will NOT be informed of where me and Carrie move because we dont want you to know. And if you do find out you are NOT welcome to come over. You are not welcome to have our number or address. Go ahead look it up, be a sick stalker, what do I care? I dont. Look it up and know if you must, but realize its information that you arent welcome to willingly. Enjoy your life and get over youself, and do me a favor and forget me.
On a better note, the adults around me dont seem to approve but are supporting the decision. Which means a lot.
But Really this post is about moving on. I'm growing up and moving on. I am getting an appartment and getting another job. And soon I will be going to college. I am tired of high school drama. Welcome to the real world, life can suck ass, but guess what? You can also get over it. Live your life and have fun. I'm moving out to have fun and have new experiences, not because of some fight or as my parents say just for Carrie. I want to move out of my parents out have some fun and see what happens. I can't live with them forever and who better to live with then my best friend?
High school had its highs and lows. Some of my best and worst times were with my first love, which I am finally starting to get over. Yeah I know sad, tis been a year and I am finally getting over him. But it feels good to think about other guys without guilt. It feels good to feel like I can go out and date and not be thinking about him all the time. It feels good to have another certain guy on my mind all the time instead. Feels good to know I can get over guys, even if it takes a long ass time to do it. Feels damn good to be growing up. Over all it just feels good to let go of all the anger and pain that I tried to deny in high school. Now I realize its all stupid shit and its time to get over it. I just hope other people will do the same soon.
It feels good to be possibly be dating someone again in few weeks. Over all life feels damn good.
P.S. LD says HI! :)
On a better note, the adults around me dont seem to approve but are supporting the decision. Which means a lot.
But Really this post is about moving on. I'm growing up and moving on. I am getting an appartment and getting another job. And soon I will be going to college. I am tired of high school drama. Welcome to the real world, life can suck ass, but guess what? You can also get over it. Live your life and have fun. I'm moving out to have fun and have new experiences, not because of some fight or as my parents say just for Carrie. I want to move out of my parents out have some fun and see what happens. I can't live with them forever and who better to live with then my best friend?
High school had its highs and lows. Some of my best and worst times were with my first love, which I am finally starting to get over. Yeah I know sad, tis been a year and I am finally getting over him. But it feels good to think about other guys without guilt. It feels good to feel like I can go out and date and not be thinking about him all the time. It feels good to have another certain guy on my mind all the time instead. Feels good to know I can get over guys, even if it takes a long ass time to do it. Feels damn good to be growing up. Over all it just feels good to let go of all the anger and pain that I tried to deny in high school. Now I realize its all stupid shit and its time to get over it. I just hope other people will do the same soon.
It feels good to be possibly be dating someone again in few weeks. Over all life feels damn good.
P.S. LD says HI! :)