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The exercising and eating better is off to a slow start. I've lost 5.5 lbs in two weeks. I honestly haven't been trying all that hard which I know is bad and I need to get back on the horse. Jen and I found out that one lap around the mall which includes all the hallways is equal to half a mile. My goal is to do six laps and then go home to sleep. We'll see how that goes this week.
St. Patrick's Day was fun in that I had to work kind of way. Jen, her mom Linda, and I went to Cheers for drinks. We had a lovely time before I had to skip off to that evil world of the Big Mart.
According to Jen I'm arsenic when it comes to sex. She then tried to make it better and clarify it by saying not exactly arsenic but more like dysentery. And then she went to the flu from there. I didn't take this very well. Needless to say my cute lingerie surprise isn't going to come out of the underwear drawer this week. *sigh* I'm tired of this and I'm tired of feeling like shit and a failure. I'm going to make a gyn appointment to discuss the bc and the very very very lack of sexual desire yet again. I'm willing to try anything and have been trying things over the past two years. I just want to feel and be a normal woman with sexual wants and needs.
St. Patrick's Day was fun in that I had to work kind of way. Jen, her mom Linda, and I went to Cheers for drinks. We had a lovely time before I had to skip off to that evil world of the Big Mart.
According to Jen I'm arsenic when it comes to sex. She then tried to make it better and clarify it by saying not exactly arsenic but more like dysentery. And then she went to the flu from there. I didn't take this very well. Needless to say my cute lingerie surprise isn't going to come out of the underwear drawer this week. *sigh* I'm tired of this and I'm tired of feeling like shit and a failure. I'm going to make a gyn appointment to discuss the bc and the very very very lack of sexual desire yet again. I'm willing to try anything and have been trying things over the past two years. I just want to feel and be a normal woman with sexual wants and needs.