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why is letting go such a hard thing to do? why do we put ourselves through the pain over and over again. forgeting a hurtfull deed is a very hard thing for me to do. there are a few things that have happend to me in the past 4 years that has made me in to the person i am. some good, some bad and some worse. in the past 4 years my best friend has died, my father has died, my grandfather died, im pretty sure my grandmother will go soon and my girlfriend of 3 years breaks up with me. its all pilled on top of me the last few days, and i have a hard time not thinking about it. and something happend tonight that made it evan worse. not going to get into it.
some people handle things alot diffrent than others. some people seek the comfirt of beer (myself), some the comfirt of a friend, some the comfirt of another.
i dont really know where im going with this... im just upset and have noone to talk to..haha. all i know is im glad that i at least have good friends. friends that i know would take a bullet for me. and im very lucky to have had made the friends that i have in the past 6 years of my life. those are friends that i think i will have for a long long long time.
i just want to say thank you from the bottom of my heart for being there for me. iv known some longer than others but it dosnt feel that way. i dont know if iv ever been hard to get along with but i want to say sorry if i have. and sorry if iv ever scetched out on anyone for hang out time or whatever else. im lucky to have the family and friends that i have and i wouldnt change them for the world.
i would gladly give my life for any of you
some people handle things alot diffrent than others. some people seek the comfirt of beer (myself), some the comfirt of a friend, some the comfirt of another.
i dont really know where im going with this... im just upset and have noone to talk to..haha. all i know is im glad that i at least have good friends. friends that i know would take a bullet for me. and im very lucky to have had made the friends that i have in the past 6 years of my life. those are friends that i think i will have for a long long long time.
i just want to say thank you from the bottom of my heart for being there for me. iv known some longer than others but it dosnt feel that way. i dont know if iv ever been hard to get along with but i want to say sorry if i have. and sorry if iv ever scetched out on anyone for hang out time or whatever else. im lucky to have the family and friends that i have and i wouldnt change them for the world.
i would gladly give my life for any of you