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so for those who do not, I was kind of seeing a new guy that I work with at the casino for the past couple of weeks.
well i made the mistake of saying i wasnt interested in a relationship because i didnt know him very well and wasnt sure what i wanted. but sure enough i found myself likeing him more and more the more i got to know him. but now i dont know what to think....
..last night I was stil in Montville with Jenn and Icalled him around 1230 saying waths up. he was saying he might go to a party and waht not, said cool, well im around if you want to chill and what not. he said hed call me back...so ok, he calls me back, and is in a bad mood cuz his friends decide not to go to this party, he was so pissed he hung up the phone on me and has not talked to me all day. I know i dont deserve this, and could do better. but ims o upst, ive beeen crying at random parts of the day. im buzzed right now cuz i went to lauras and drank, thinking id feel better, which kinda wordked. but now im more depressed thane ver. :(
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well i made the mistake of saying i wasnt interested in a relationship because i didnt know him very well and wasnt sure what i wanted. but sure enough i found myself likeing him more and more the more i got to know him. but now i dont know what to think....
..last night I was stil in Montville with Jenn and Icalled him around 1230 saying waths up. he was saying he might go to a party and waht not, said cool, well im around if you want to chill and what not. he said hed call me back...so ok, he calls me back, and is in a bad mood cuz his friends decide not to go to this party, he was so pissed he hung up the phone on me and has not talked to me all day. I know i dont deserve this, and could do better. but ims o upst, ive beeen crying at random parts of the day. im buzzed right now cuz i went to lauras and drank, thinking id feel better, which kinda wordked. but now im more depressed thane ver. :(
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