Apr 02, 2010 13:36
Last night I called Rachel and informed her of my crazy week and heard about her latest exploits. It was a nice conversation, but it left me confused and not sure about my life. I forgot about everything else while on the phone besides what we were talking about and hearing her voice again. I actually felt at peace. I haven't felt that way in months. Alex doesn't even make me feel that way. I love her so much..but she's not Rachel. I don't know what to do. I'm so lost and confused right now.