been a while
Goddamn, reading this joirnal is depressing. I have apparently been depressed for a very long time. I am actually an alcoholic now, and damnit, i aam out of a job again. Well it seems i'll never manage to succeed in life, nor will i ever off myself. Well, it is now march of 2014, and i have fucked up every friendship, every job, every romance. It's just me now, being myself- lonely every day, constantly bored, and the internet is my only source of social interaction. Fucking awesome. Cheers.