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[zak_atkins]

Argh, why won't you let me sleep!?



She seemed dressed in all of me
Stretched across my shame
All the torment and the pain
Leaked through and covered me.

I'd do anything to have her to myself
Just to have her for myself.

Now I don't know what to do
I don't know what to do
When she makes me sad.

She is everything to me
The unrequited dream
The song that no one sings
The unattainable
She's a myth that I have to believe in
All I need to make it real is one more reason.

I don't know what to do
I don't know what to do
When she makes me sad.

But I won't let this build up inside of me.
I won't let this build up inside of me.
I won't let this build up inside of me.
I won't let this build up inside of me.

A catch in my throat, choke,
Torn into pieces, I won't. No.

I don't want to be this but
I won't let this build up inside of me (won't let this build up inside of me)
I won't let this build up inside of me (won't let this build up inside of me)
I won't let this build up inside of me (won't let this build up inside of me)
I won't let this build up inside of me (won't let this build up inside of me)

She isn't real.
I can't make her real.
She isn't real.
I can't make her real.