Jun 20, 2005 02:27
I have been insane lately. I've found myself in weird "modes" I think of the most random things and memories. I feel like laying down for a week straight with someone beside me to talk to listening to all of my favorite songs. I think i'm going to sleep outside once this week. I don't like bugs very much they annoy me. I no longer feel the overwhelming need for a relationship. I now just want thousands of close friends...I want to see the world...backpacking better happen...i want to write a book...i want to make a list of 100 things to accomplish this year...and another for my lifetime goals.
I want you. I want the sun. I want to be swimin the stars. I want to eat a popsicle. I want that warm breezy night to follow me everywhere. I want that hug. I want way to much, but i'm not going to settle for less. Let me have the will to make it happen for me. I want to make my Dad proud of me. I miss my Dad. I've taken him for granted. I don't know what that means. I don't really like myself right now. I'll get over it. Peace and Love to all of those people who want peace and love. Dreams are for dreamers and actions are for me.