VERMILION PT. 2

[zaiziks]

She seemed dressed in all of me // Stretched across my shame // All the torment and the pain // Leaked through and covered me // I'd do anything to have her to myself // Just to have her for myself // Now I don't know what to do // I don't know what to do // When she makes me sad // She is everything to me // the unrequited dream // A song that no one sings // The unattainable // She's a myth that I have to believe in // All I need to make it real is one more reason // I don't know to do // I don't know what to do // When she makes me sad // But I won't let this build up inside of me // I catch in my throat // CHOKE // Torn in to pieces // I won't no // I don't want to be this // But I won't let this build up inside of me // She isn't real // I can't make her real ...

I love how I can come on my journal...Type up a song that I've dedicated to someone special to me and no one knows who it's for...
I kind of find it funny that it's dedicated to someone I don't think even likes me really.
Oh well... I can't stop listening to the damn song anyway so I'll just keep listening.

-hearts and scars-