things that I want
Boss-san, thank you again. I didn't have the change to thank you properly because you seemed pretty mad and that's a little scary. But this little moody guy is getting along quite well with Ume-chan, even if she looks at him like she wants to eat him up. I keep him closed in his tank though. I got a big one for him so when he grows I won't have to move him.
I ordered some thick plastic sleeves to put in the vynils Sensei game me for birthday. They are pretty cool and rare so I need to keep them away from dust. I need to get myself a turntable, my old one is back home attached to all my stereo system that i'm not taking apart.
This song is in my head today.
It's very funky.
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I don't know about Kenya-san, but there's so much you can get from handjobs. After all they was just wanking with someone elses's hand... better than wanking on it's own, but not as good as other things. I'm worried though, Kenya-san has problems with me being the experienced one, I don't want to rush anything... i kinda do actually. So I'm thinking with myself, how hard it is to give a blowjob. Cos really, girls don't do it right and they are pretty good at at doing things, so maybe it's difficult. I don't want to call my brother and ask, cos he doens't know and he will know why I want to know and there will be a very awkward moment. I can't ask my mom... maybe I could ask my mom.... no, bad idea. I could ask Shiraishi-buchou, or Koharu-senpai... eww... no, he'll picture in his head and that's just wrong. I don't want to internet search it... but I've seen porn film, well, het ones, and it's not like they explain anything. I'm overthinking it. I should just go for it. I actually want to have sex already, but maybe that's pushing it a little.
Kenya-san could do something though. Maybe I'll just start walking naked... or I could sleep naked and blame it on the heat. I'll do that.
I ordered some thick plastic sleeves to put in the vynils Sensei game me for birthday. They are pretty cool and rare so I need to keep them away from dust. I need to get myself a turntable, my old one is back home attached to all my stereo system that i'm not taking apart.
This song is in my head today.
It's very funky.
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I don't know about Kenya-san, but there's so much you can get from handjobs. After all they was just wanking with someone elses's hand... better than wanking on it's own, but not as good as other things. I'm worried though, Kenya-san has problems with me being the experienced one, I don't want to rush anything... i kinda do actually. So I'm thinking with myself, how hard it is to give a blowjob. Cos really, girls don't do it right and they are pretty good at at doing things, so maybe it's difficult. I don't want to call my brother and ask, cos he doens't know and he will know why I want to know and there will be a very awkward moment. I can't ask my mom... maybe I could ask my mom.... no, bad idea. I could ask Shiraishi-buchou, or Koharu-senpai... eww... no, he'll picture in his head and that's just wrong. I don't want to internet search it... but I've seen porn film, well, het ones, and it's not like they explain anything. I'm overthinking it. I should just go for it. I actually want to have sex already, but maybe that's pushing it a little.
Kenya-san could do something though. Maybe I'll just start walking naked... or I could sleep naked and blame it on the heat. I'll do that.