Tolerance
I realize that a lot of strange occurances have happened this and only this year. Whatever is causing it, I have no idea, but it is strange, indeed. I have also noticed that my control over certain things have either gone up or down, depending on what subject it falls under. This year is the turn in which I've forseen a few years ago, which means it will be difficult for me to keep my control, which has already been lost once this year. If you don't understand what I'm talking about, don't try to XD You're lost enough trying to figure it out, why bother? It's just something I'm taking note of.
Competition for something so trifle as a cookie is hilarious but when it comes to friends, it's serious. That's probably why I'm so possesive, protective and caring. I've always been affectionate, but I've never truely been happy before, as I'm sure I've already stated. This year is truely the turn in which the pattern will woven along the path that I am to take. Robert Jordan is such a great Author! I need to start writing on my stories more, and I need to be more open to new types, as I'm seeing in my class, struggling for ideas for anything and everything, even the short story as I write it too long! I wrote a poem earlier today and I'll post it here, I think it explains alot.
Always judged,
Always watched,
Always hated,
Always loved,
These are the things that will always be,
Always and forever, they will see.
Competition for something so trifle as a cookie is hilarious but when it comes to friends, it's serious. That's probably why I'm so possesive, protective and caring. I've always been affectionate, but I've never truely been happy before, as I'm sure I've already stated. This year is truely the turn in which the pattern will woven along the path that I am to take. Robert Jordan is such a great Author! I need to start writing on my stories more, and I need to be more open to new types, as I'm seeing in my class, struggling for ideas for anything and everything, even the short story as I write it too long! I wrote a poem earlier today and I'll post it here, I think it explains alot.
Always judged,
Always watched,
Always hated,
Always loved,
These are the things that will always be,
Always and forever, they will see.