Happiness is not considered a goal until your life is balanced and set...
"I'm sure many of you are wondering how I am doing. Well, I'll give you an answer. I'm doing Great! I'm really happy right now, and if you ask why, you really need to pay attention(if you've been at the breakfast table at all!)!"
That is a quote from my journal from not too long ago.. Read it if you haven't already.. I was truely happy for the first time in my life for such a dreaded long time.. Look how things have changed. I don't think of what happened.. I think of how it could affect me in the future. People are always comming and going, not knowing what they are going to do next, where they are going, what they want to do with their pathetic human lives.. This is my hatred for humans.. Some of you have already known some of this.. Some have not. Pray thee, that I don't create a world havoc by some freak chance for saying something to affend someone.. How someone can be that happy as I was before and become this. Don't get me wrong, I AM happy right now.. But, I had what I wanted, what I worked for, for the first time, without anything messing up until the end. It wasn't even my fault! It sadens me that such a thing could happen. Damn people.. There are some that don't deserve what they get, what they have. Most are blinded by what they don't have rather than what they have in front of them.. It just doesn't make any sense, if you ask me. How could people be so F@#$%^& blind, is beyond me! Oh well.. I felt like posting this because I have some stress with everything weighing on my shoulders like a scale. It's almost rediculious. I could have had my licence by now if it weren't for some f@#$%^& thing with the Minnesota Drivers Association.. I think I'm just going to sleep this off..
That is a quote from my journal from not too long ago.. Read it if you haven't already.. I was truely happy for the first time in my life for such a dreaded long time.. Look how things have changed. I don't think of what happened.. I think of how it could affect me in the future. People are always comming and going, not knowing what they are going to do next, where they are going, what they want to do with their pathetic human lives.. This is my hatred for humans.. Some of you have already known some of this.. Some have not. Pray thee, that I don't create a world havoc by some freak chance for saying something to affend someone.. How someone can be that happy as I was before and become this. Don't get me wrong, I AM happy right now.. But, I had what I wanted, what I worked for, for the first time, without anything messing up until the end. It wasn't even my fault! It sadens me that such a thing could happen. Damn people.. There are some that don't deserve what they get, what they have. Most are blinded by what they don't have rather than what they have in front of them.. It just doesn't make any sense, if you ask me. How could people be so F@#$%^& blind, is beyond me! Oh well.. I felt like posting this because I have some stress with everything weighing on my shoulders like a scale. It's almost rediculious. I could have had my licence by now if it weren't for some f@#$%^& thing with the Minnesota Drivers Association.. I think I'm just going to sleep this off..