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[zaire]

Alot of shit has been going on, and I've been really stressed lately.. Work hasn't been all that easy and Life hasn't gotten any better, and I don't think it will anytime soon. Right now is about the time where being happy isn't much of an option, and if you want to cheer me up, stop trying to make me happy, because it won't work that way. Not now.. Things haven't been good at all, and it doesn't seem there is much that I can do to fix or change it, and I don't plan on it, but there is a way that I can resolve it, and I plan on trying to do something about it, and soon. The sooner the better, but, with this, it may be hard for some, yet it has to be done. I won't be able to calm down until this gets resolved, and all it needs is time.. Time of which I don't have. Until then, I can only say that it wouldn't be wise to try to cheer me up because it'll come back at you, reverted and hateful.
-*Gareth*-