Subject? We dohneed no steenking subject!
It has been an interesting month or so. There has been emotional excitement a plenty, some good good beer, and more than one reference to both Clamato and the clap, neither of which I care to have any time soon. Or ever.
I'm not going into any details here, and you're just going to have to wonder why the saying "I'd rather have the Clap" is totally going on a t-shirt. Except that it's hilarious, that much is obvious! And also pretty much the only reason why it's totally going on a shirt. Damn.
On to business. I've made some long-ish term plans that are finally something that I WANT to do. It took a great deal of soul searching on one matter in particular; perhaps the one that matters most emoitionally. I emerged from the battle with myself a bit tired, itchy, and utterly devastated at how much I hurt someone I cared for so deeply.
I am going to continue to temporarily abandon my degree at Western, but this time in favor of two things that make me far more excited. One: I'm going to pursue design as a career. Two: I'm going to live with Liz for a year or so, and then (hopefully) we will both move back up here. I've spent entirely too much time with desire and logic warring in my head with the end result being me doing something that succeeds at neither and gets me absolutely nowhere. I'm finally doing something I WANT to do, something I KNOW I can do, and something I will enjoy. Coming to that decision is one of the best things that has happened to me in a long time. I think I'm finally putting myself on the right track; one I want to be on.
That bit was the good bit of the emotional stuff. Finally having a plan of sorts, or at the very least a direction to go in. The bad bits involve a relationship that I never planned on having and the inadvertent effects that it caused. Sometimes I'm not the smartest person in the world. There is no way I'm going in depth regarding that on LiveJournal, so that's all you're getting from me here. Should you desire more, my email box is always open (and smelly with spam).
As far as timelines go, my current plan has me leaving within the month. Liz has a big event at the end of July, so I either leave before or after, but it can't interfere! I think I'll be leaving before, but I'm just not sure yet. It seems so fast! Arg! Oh well, things will work out, and I'll be pondering. That's me, though. I'm always coming and going and going and coming... (and always too soon.)
I'm tired! (hehehe) It is indeed bedtime for me.
I'm not going into any details here, and you're just going to have to wonder why the saying "I'd rather have the Clap" is totally going on a t-shirt. Except that it's hilarious, that much is obvious! And also pretty much the only reason why it's totally going on a shirt. Damn.
On to business. I've made some long-ish term plans that are finally something that I WANT to do. It took a great deal of soul searching on one matter in particular; perhaps the one that matters most emoitionally. I emerged from the battle with myself a bit tired, itchy, and utterly devastated at how much I hurt someone I cared for so deeply.
I am going to continue to temporarily abandon my degree at Western, but this time in favor of two things that make me far more excited. One: I'm going to pursue design as a career. Two: I'm going to live with Liz for a year or so, and then (hopefully) we will both move back up here. I've spent entirely too much time with desire and logic warring in my head with the end result being me doing something that succeeds at neither and gets me absolutely nowhere. I'm finally doing something I WANT to do, something I KNOW I can do, and something I will enjoy. Coming to that decision is one of the best things that has happened to me in a long time. I think I'm finally putting myself on the right track; one I want to be on.
That bit was the good bit of the emotional stuff. Finally having a plan of sorts, or at the very least a direction to go in. The bad bits involve a relationship that I never planned on having and the inadvertent effects that it caused. Sometimes I'm not the smartest person in the world. There is no way I'm going in depth regarding that on LiveJournal, so that's all you're getting from me here. Should you desire more, my email box is always open (and smelly with spam).
As far as timelines go, my current plan has me leaving within the month. Liz has a big event at the end of July, so I either leave before or after, but it can't interfere! I think I'll be leaving before, but I'm just not sure yet. It seems so fast! Arg! Oh well, things will work out, and I'll be pondering. That's me, though. I'm always coming and going and going and coming... (and always too soon.)
I'm tired! (hehehe) It is indeed bedtime for me.