wEIRDNESS
Ok so now I'm really freaking out. Why am I really freaking out?
BECAUSE I AM NOT FREAKING OUT. My yearly meltdown before finals, the anxious panicked cramming...is not happening. It's just not. And I'm not even freaking out about it.
This year when I have so much to lose, and I'm so close. I seem to have lost drive completely. I'm not even apathetic. I'm just not...grr...
Maybe it's because I'm freaking out about Bob instead. A word about me I hate being judged. Criticism? I'm cool with that. Judgement? I HATE it. I do. It makes me want to sink into the floor and die.
gah.
EDIT: Irrational clothing urge for a tangerine coloured headband. I think it would make the world better. Anyone know where I can find one?
BECAUSE I AM NOT FREAKING OUT. My yearly meltdown before finals, the anxious panicked cramming...is not happening. It's just not. And I'm not even freaking out about it.
This year when I have so much to lose, and I'm so close. I seem to have lost drive completely. I'm not even apathetic. I'm just not...grr...
Maybe it's because I'm freaking out about Bob instead. A word about me I hate being judged. Criticism? I'm cool with that. Judgement? I HATE it. I do. It makes me want to sink into the floor and die.
gah.
EDIT: Irrational clothing urge for a tangerine coloured headband. I think it would make the world better. Anyone know where I can find one?