*****sigh************************* what can I say I am really trying to avoid reading news., reading comments about the heart breaking news to all KAT-TUN fans.., but I can't help myself from expressing what I truly feel about this... I've been in this fandom for almost 5 years now.., this has been my life, my source of happiness... this has been my world for the past years... I know lately I've not been an active fan.. I miss buying "GOING" and "NMP" but still my love for them never changed.... I know Jin is my ICHIBAN and forever he will be... but still I love the rest of the KT boys., they are my group... but seeing them without Jinjin will be very painful to me.., especially now that Jin might not really be back with the group... if Johnny thinks that the boys are doing fine with just the 5 of them,.. well it will never be the same for all the KAT-TUN fans... we love them as a 6 member group... eventhough Jin has his own world when he's with the boys I still feel that KAT-TUN will never be the same without him... or any other members... *****cries***************
whenever I feel down or I want some enlightenment I always pick some words of encouragement from my Power Cards.. and what I pick now is I think very appropriate with what is happening now..
Worried? Why not learn to surrender instead? Just observe. There's a reason from everything. "Dear God, help me see your hands in all events."
I wanna end this entry by picking a line from their song " What you worry about WILL BE ALRIGHT'"
To all my fellow KAT-TUN fans... **hugs******* let's just keep on supporting them