"Optimisticity"
Puzzle Entry.
Today is definitely not a good day. Probably, even if you try to start at the nicest point possible, if the day isn't made for you, then it isn't. Maybe we can all try to be the optimistic thinker and say aloud that, at least we got to wake up. True. Not everybody who sleeps gets to wake up again. Once we open our eyes from slumber, no matter what time it is and where, no matter how shitty the day turns out, the day can't be that bad.
I don't even know the point of why I'm saying this. I'm just wishing that I can start the day over, but no one is ever that lucky. Perhaps we can try to make things turn out differently as the hours go by. That's what the others would usually do. But am I---are you---part of the others? *shrug* I make it sound like a bad thing. But really, it's the human way to go by.
This morning, when I woke up, I propped a pillow behind my neck and scanned the room. It was dawn. Everything in my point of view was blue, outlined in black. It's the same thing as sometimes seeing everything as orange during sunset. And for some reason, I said to Him, hey, I want to become a doctor. But I'm gonna need your help, okay?
And with that, I got up, and to the bathroom I went to kick off the sleepiness away with a bath.
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