Dec 04, 2006 14:50
in the past two months I have had 2 particurlarly striking dreams they did not wake me in fact I could neither manipulate them nor wake up untill after what I was seeing had passed. it was rather strange they stayed with me in rathe clear detail. before waking I recall seeing the blackness that is the time you spend not dreaming when asleep and goading myself into wakefullness.
In one I was a being far larger and stronger than a human and I wound up getting badly hurt by someone whom I loved and found that I was completly discusted with me when I awoke.
The other I was human how was placed in a position of trust. It took place in a large compound and i suppose the event that took place was some sort of attack...
i'll get more details about each of these up when i have more time but in both everything was almost a little to real. things tasted, smelled, and even felt all to solid. when i was running it felt like i was running if i fell and hard on the ground it hurt like i had taken a hard fall.
I begin to wonder if these were not memories of past selves.